Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in sassylilac's LiveJournal:

Monday, December 12th, 2005
10:06 am	It's my birthday and I'll bite your head of if I want to! Today is my 29th birthday. I bit my hubby's head off last night when he was making my birthday cake. He was doing it wrong and I just was a total bitch to him. I now realize it was b/c of the fertitly drugs I'm taking. I did apologize to him numberus times last night. Poor guy, he must really love me. I'm off to do some Christmas shopping today and some grocery shopping as well. Yay! Current Mood: guilty (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
1:26 pm	Negative No baby yet. It sucks b/c I was sure I was preggers. We have five more months on this medicine to try. Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
5:26 pm	Saturday is D-day! Well, I find out if I'm pregnant or not this Saturday (12-3-05). I've had some symptoms, but they could very well be pyschosomatic. The Thanksgiving holiday went well. We went to my Aunt's house on turkey day, then left for Saginaw/Bay City Michigan the day after. Had a nice time up there. Current Mood: good (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
11:12 am	I think there's a bun in the oven! I think I might be pregnant. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but I just feel different. It's too early to take a test though. I need to wait until December 3rd to take one. It's going to seem like an eternatey! Right now I'm headed up to Keystone at the Crossing for a local radio contest to look for "The Fugitive." If I find her, I win $10,000. YAY! I'll keep you posted on the bun. :) Current Mood: anxious (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 29th, 2005
9:58 pm	Corn Hole My cousin's husband and his best friend have started a new business building Cole Hole boards. Here is the URL http://www.indycustomcornhole.com/. It's kind of a redneck "sport", but it does look fun. Please feel free to pass on the URL to anyone you think would be interested. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005
1:52 pm	FINALLY! I went to a new OB/GYN yesterday. First off, I liked her a lot. She seemed "un" weird and really seemed to want to help me with my situation. She seemed very optimistic with an oral fertility drug and that it should be able to help things along. If all goes well, I should be pregnant within 6 months, but more than likely 1-3 months. I'm SO excited! I really feel like this is the answer/boost we need. I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much, but at least I feel like this doctor knows what the fuck she's talking about and is really trying to help. M & I saw Duncan Sheik this past Monday. He was awesome! There were a couple of annoying people, but none compaired to "that girl" at the Indy show. We got to meet and talk to him after the show. I asked him about the strings for the new CD. He told me that for sure the release date is January 24, 2006. He said "they" are being pretty firm with the date. M is now a Duncan fan. She gets why is music now and loves it. YAY! Another Sheik Freik! Current Mood: , but sleepy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
2:53 pm	Heartburn Well, we run out of Prilosec two nights ago and I've been taking generic pepcid. Weird how I have to take two pepcid twice a day to get the same relief that one Prilosec gives me. I'm going to go out and get some Prilosec this evening. Not much going on. My husband and I haven't had sex in I don't know how long. It's like I try to and he doen't want anything to do with it. I don't know what's going on. I'm not sure I want to know. I don't think he's happy. I'm not really happy either. We just need to hash it out and get things off of our chest. If we had insurance, I'd suggest therapy. Current Mood: frustrated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 10th, 2005
1:31 pm	Giving it another whirl..... Ok, so I'm trying the Trim Spa again. It gives me SO much energy! Last week I was off of it and didn't do shit ALL week. I have to do a few things today, so I figured I'd start back on it. I DO have a lot of energy now. I'm getting ready to head out to the store. Before I go, I have to get my clothes out of the dryer and put the towels that are in the washer in the dryer. My hubby and I went out Friday night. I can't remember the last time we had a "date" night. We went to go see Two For The Money. It was a little long, but good. I'd sit through just about ANYTHING to see Matthew Mcconaughey without his shirt on and in a "love" scene. Yummy! After the movie we went to dinner at TGI Friday's. Terrible service, but I blame that on the waitress. She was distracted b/c her family was coming in to eat. Saturday my hubby put in a new vanity/sink and faucet in our only bathroom. I like it a lot! That was the extent of our weekend. VERY happy that the Colts won. 5-0 baby! This is their year! Superbowl here we come! Current Mood: energetic (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
6:04 pm	Damn them! Ok, not that I should really care, but it hurts. I just read that Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes are expecting. They're not married yet and they are already pregnant? Nothing in this world is fair. I've wanted to be a mother for as long as I can remember and probably can't. Fucking sucks! Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
8:37 pm	This weekend..... This weekend was good. The in-laws came to visit from Saginaw MI. It was really good seeing them again. We didn't really do much expect hang out, visit, watch college football and talk. They took us out to eat at Texas Roadhouse last night. After dinner they bought us a new Scrabble game. His mom and I love to play Scrabble and as luck would have it, when we moved into the house we are at now....the NON English speaking OR reading movers put the wrong boxes in the basement and the basement flooded the very NEXT day while we were at work. Anyway the game we had got ruined, so they got us a new one. I randomly received an email from an ex-boyfriend on Friday. It was an automatic email saying that he changed his email address. It was weird hearing from him. I don't know yet if it's a good weird or a bad weird. He was the guy I lost my virginity to when I was 22 (late bloomer). Anyway...he told me that the girl he started seeing after me broke up with him. I haven't seen him in like 4 1/2 to 5 years. I knew she was no good for him, but whatever..... I have no desire to be anything more then friends with him, although I'm not sure how the hubby would feel about that. Is it cheating if I don't tell him about him contacting me? DH is about to come on on ABC, so I'm gonna go now. Happy Sunday night! Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
12:17 pm	Fine today.... There's not much going on today except for mindless cleaning of the house. I'm preparing for the in-laws to come to visit this weekend. I want to get all of the cleaning done today, so that all I have to do tomorrow is go to the store and straighten up a bit. I hate to clean with a passion, but it really needs a thorough cleaning. I'm listening to Duncan all day and that will make me actually enjoy the chores. I broke a glass after I did the dishes. It fell off the counter and RIGHT onto the vent on the floor in the kitchen. Oh well. I was an old glass. I got my period yesterday which was kind of weird. I didn't take the meds this month (not birth control) that make me have one, so I'm not sure why I am having one. It could be the Trim Spa b/c I will have one on my own if I'm losing weight fast. I don't feel like I am though. Whatever. I don't have cramps yet, so that's good. :) The kitties are sitting in the window looking outside. I have the window open for the moment. It's really a pretty day. I've been coming up with some creative product ideas lately. The ideas pop into my head out of nowhere. Oh and while I was getting the chili stuff in the crockpot I thought about a new show they could have on Food Network. You know how some hosts have "dead air" like when they are chopping up stuff or assembling things...well I thought it would be cool if a host had a selection of songs playing while they cook and when they get to the "dead air" part, turn up the volume. Anna Nalick was playing when I had this idea. I dunno just an idea. Time to get back to cleaning. I hope everyone has a great weekend! Current Mood: okay (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
8:32 am	Freakin' Idiot! We went to visit some friends of ours last night. They just moved into a new house over this past weekend. My husband drove my car home (I drove there) and while attempting to park in the garage he broke my rear view mirror on the passenger's side. He HIT it on the side of the garage. Needless to say I was/am pissed about it. Most EVERY blemish/messed up part on my car, HE has caused/done. I don't really care about the dings and crap like that, but the mirror is a big deal. I use my mirrors A LOT and he's getting it fixed. No wonder our insurance rates are so fucking high. He's such a car klutz! Freakin' idiot! He tried to "kill" us eariler this year when we drove to FL. Of course luck would have it that there was a freak icestorm in Atlanta, where we chose before hand to stop for the night. We woke up the next morning and there was a blanket of ice covering EVERYTHING. We HAD to be in FL that day, so we decided to go for it. We ended up facing north in the south bound lane between Forsythe & Macon on I-75 in a ditch. Totalled HIS car, but luckily we weren't hurt. Oh and to add fuel to the fire last night, I got a supposed email from Paypal letting me know that I had added another email to my account. I didn't of course, so I was freaking out. I called them last night and they said there were a hand full of fraudulent emails being sent out. So that turned out to be beign. Thank goodness! I going to listen to my Duncan Sheik mixed CD today. His music helps me deal better with stress. I hope the rest of the day goes better. Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
12:37 pm	Day two of Trim Spa tryouts.... Well, this is the second day I've been on the Trim Spa diet. I'm still getting the jitters and didn't sleep well last night. I looked up info online last night (should have done that before taking it) and it said that each pill has the equalivenlant (sp?) of one cup of coffee (caffienated) in it. For those who don't know...I try not to drink anything w/caffeine b/c it makes me pee a lot and gives me the jitters. Yay! I do have to say I've had more energy the pasts two days. Good for me b/c the in-laws are coming down from MI this weekend and I've got to clean house. I have a bad back, so I've got to do a little at a time. I'm getting nervous that my husband and I won't be able to have children. I have PCOS or Polycycstic Ovary Syndrome and I'm overweight, so it's going to be twice as difficult, if not more to get pregnant. We bought an OTC male infertility test from the drugstore to check him out and OF COURSE he's fine. Needless to say, that is why I'm trying the Trim Spa. We'll see. I'm going to get us started on the adoption classes and home study after the first of the year. Irony.....being raised an only child, I've ALWAYS wanted a big family of my own. So one way or another, we'll have/get children. We're not made of money or celebrities, so we can't just go out and get any kid we want. You know what pisses me off the most? Any drunken/crack whore/or teenager can get pregnant and become a mother WITHOUT taking classes or buying a kid, but I/we can't. Then there's people like the ones in OH that have 6 foster kids and they keep them in cages. WTF is wrong with this picture? I swear sometimes childbearing should be government regulated/controlled. I know I'll hear about it for that comment. Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)